I seem to get bouts of creativity... Some days I will have great idea starters for stories, or even businesses, but I never seem to follow through with them. I now have about 7 story ideas, one business idea, and a stack of poetry I am not doing anything with. I keep thinking that I'll start again when things settle down, but it doesn't end up happening. Seems I need to focus more on self-discipline if I am to get anywhere with it. Or get anywhere with anything, as it seems some things have ground to a halt. No matter how much I am trying, I am finding that some things are quite difficult to accomplish. Perhaps my ambition is dwindling... or perhaps, I just need to find a newer, better lease on life. That, and maybe a person or two that I can bounce ideas off of, and maybe collaborate on a novel or two. I may just need a boost in self-esteem, or something as well. Sometimes I rather like to know what is wrong, other than just pondering about what it could be, but theorizing is all I am able to do at times. I need to get rid of old baggage, and begin anew. Of that I am certain.